I'm having this FUCKED up life where no one understands me! Not a single person. I've been fed up by being pushed around. Do you think I'm a chewing gum. Or a doll. I have a heart. I have feelings. I keeping all this to myself. I want to show it outt. But who or what shall I show it out to? DAMN FHUCKED UP! Is there anyone who can understand me?! Having a blog in this house is wrong! WOW! Have you ever seen this in any house?! Who do I turn to when everyone is making me CRY. Do you even CARE OR NOT?! I don't wanna be pushed around. As a guyy, if you're having so much stress, As a girl, think about me! I'm having my aftermath of periods. Stomach Cramps for no apparent reason. I'm not a lifeless doll or a ROBOT! Just take me away.

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Huffs Huffs. In Computer Lab. Having AV/IT. Just slacking only. Listening songs and surfing. Todayy school was okaye. I, Anuja and Divya skipped chemistry Remedial. Divya went home. I and Anuja went to Popular. We were looking through one book. Astrological Stuffs. Tell me abt it. It is really true man! His Horoscope, Mine, Anuja's and Some other people I Know. Almost the same. It really reflects our character. Weird. I don't feel like going school tmr. So irritated. I'm trying to figure out where I really went wrong. Gave you so much of space, gave you the rights and what I get is thiss. WOW! What a great present back?! I really don't know what to sayy. Nvm. I'm feeling hungry. I'm fasting. And I don't know what to blog. Arghh. So bored. Can I JUST CALL YOU AND TALK THINGS OUTT! I really am so confused. Don't be too practical. It ruins your life. EXPERIENCED!!! Blog at home. Bye.

But hold your breath.
Cos tonight will be the night that I will fall for you.
Over again. Don't make me change my mind.
I would live to see another dayy.
I swear its true.
Because a guyy like you is impossible to find.
Impossible to find.

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Can't stop thinking of how we used to be. Loving, Caring, Inseparable, Understanding and Fun. Not trying to sayy that we're not now. But things have changed. If you're busy, learn how to open your mouth and sayy that "I'M Busy!" When I'm free, you're not. When you're free, I'm not. Like this, we can really succeed ah?! Hmph. I dont know where am I gonna end up. In a mess or a clear field. Well, I dont know about you, but my life feels so empty. Argghh. I wanna clear my name. I wanna clear your name. I want you to be mine and not some other girls'. Not being possesive, but thats a girl's desire.

One thing to some of the guys: Understand a girl's heart and then talk about facts. Blame yourself before you blame her? Okaye? She is not all the reason for your attitude and character. Think about your actions forst before you ever want to judge a girl. No offence. But this is what I've seen through other guyys and girls. Thats all.

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Am Confused. I'm hungry and I'm fasting. Still got a lil bit time to break fast. Hmph. School was somewhatt okaye. Wendy and Yi Jing's Hairstyle was Great and Funny. Hmmm. I'm thinking of myself as someone who don't exist. Can You Even See Me? Or Do you see through me??? Well Forget That, I've Cca tomorrow and I've No idea what is Mr Kenneth Ong Gonna sayy. I didnt go for CCa last week. He said I might get called up. Hope nth happens. Well, what do you expect if you get stomach cramps. Try being a girl! You will then know the pain. Haix. Gonna Break fast. Blog Later.

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Didnt Really blog for a few dayys. Just Updated my links. Hmmm. Todayy, School wass okaye. First Period CME. Was studying for SS SBQ test since I totally Forgot abt it. Then Was Chemistry. For the first time in MR LEONG's Class, I was listening. I could absorb somewhat. Then English, Miss Maria didnt come. Free Period. Slept Through out the period. Was damn tired. And was having flu. Recess didnt do much. Then SS SBQ TEST. Hope I pass. I sort of studied but not so much as I totally forgot abt it. I was last minute preparation. Think I did well. Then, Maths. I found myself actually focusing in Maths. I just wished I did all thesefocusing earlier this year! Haix. I hope I still have time. L8r was Tamil. Theva performed his guitar for us. Not bad though. Esp EN INIYA PON NILAVE. Improve more Theva! Yea, Then scool ended. Headed to JP, bought Waffle and Back Home. Thats all for todayy. Must start to fast from tmr. Didnt fast for FOUR DAYS. Hmph. Stupid Girl's Problem. LOL. Well thts all. Gd Night!


P.S: Don't tell me your back to Square One. Well, Just keep your promises. Okaye? Thats all I can sayy. Please Study Hard and Put In Effort. Don't Do Stupid Unnecessary Stuff Like Msgin some BITCHES. And that BITCH, Watch Out. Your Doomsdayy is near. I hope everything comes clear to you. Don't make me blame myself always. Well, I'm sleepy. All the best for tmr paper. DNT right? Try your level best. Te Amo. Nights.

Written On: Tuesdayy, 25th August.

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This Picture Was taken last year. Exactly last year. Boi, I hope your okaye. Don't get worried about your N Levels. You'll do fine. You can do it, if u try and put in effort. You must prove everyone wrong. Show them that you can really do it. I know your prelims were hard and next week will also be harder. Be focused okaye? Please don't let your thoughts roam. I started focusing. Please don't miss classes or school. Its really not going to help. Don't think i'm advicing, but i've seen people regetting for not focusing on studies. Please boii, this is not for me, but for yourself. Okaye? I hope we talk things out tomorrow. And pls remember that, I'm a Person who is here. Who will be here, no matter whatt. Okaye? Study Hard. Love You.

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Definition of Love: Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured.


This is what Love means. I guess most of the time, some people don't understand.
Love measns Understanding each other. Basically, being polite. And what lacks is, being POLITE. You didnt pick up my calls. You didnt reply to my msgs. If you're busy, you could have just told me. If you're not in a good mood, you could have talked to me. Saying its personal, makes me feel that I'm not yours. Whatever it is, we can go through this together. We can. And for some BITCHES, stop spoiling his mood. If he says he don't want to talk, don't force him. Just FUCK OFF would you?! Irritating BYTCHES! Irritating Him makes me get Irritated. Ass. F.U.C.K! Okaye? Get Lost.

P.s : I Miss You!

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Heyys, Yeah. I'm back Blogging.
I hope I blog continuosly. Hope so!
Anyway, I'll Update Later.
Just Testing.

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